its time

that we reached the final days of your vacation and my summer break. from here on out, things are only gunna get harder. but stuff like this is just a test right? those who really want it will make it, the others won't. i hope we're one of those. i'm going to try my best this year for us, we're not just a summer fling right? lets do this.

so today. i went to eat all you can eat korean bbq with Sam and Sam LOL. guess what? we got kicked out for eating too much. LOL. to think you can't get kicked out of an all you can eat restauraunt for eating too much, i guess you can. we had atleast 8 plates of meat and yeah... LOL.
went to js after and just chilled, pretty boringgg today. i am addictedd to Drum Mania though, i'm not bad for playing only 8 times. Though i don't play with bass (the bass at super arcade is halfway broken, not worth playing with it), i'm pretty good. i'm playing expert songs level 60+. pretty good right? :D
i got fucked over kinda last night, i don't wanna post about it though. but basically i got in a fight with my parents for doing absolutely nothing -_-. failllll.
well i don't feel like typing anymoree so thats it. i'm gymmin it up again soon, gotta get buff and sexy :D

081909
last five.

i need

money,
a hello kitty bandaid,
a big big hug/kiss,
an eigth for knotts berry farm,
to lose weight (i'm pretty fatt atm),
my hair to grow out,
and most importantlyy, for you to come home. ):

thirty-four down, five to go. happy day fifty-four.

my day

was alright. pretty chill. played some starcraft with koreans at egame. they weren't the pro ones though. oh well.

i'm feeling kinda depressed right now. i don't know why. just thought i'd put it up here to see if i can think of why another day.

eight left.

today

was pretty epic i'd say.
i'll start with. i'll support you no matter what your decision is okay? you're like my little sister. so i hope you make the right choice. whatever makes you happy.
i'ma write the short choppy way of my day.
basically, visited the band kids, visited doris, went to life, met up with gong, sarah, josh, rebeccah accidentally LOL. decided to go swimming at my house :P went swimming, chilled in my room, took them home, then gymmed it up at night with sam. i don't feel like writing today so leave me alone :P LOL.

you need to trust me. i'll gain that trust. just tell me what you want me to do.

10 days left, i miss you so much...

meteor shower

tonight. hella excited, kickin it with some old but close friends.
wish i could watch it with you.
i miss you a lot ):

13 days left, almost 12. i can do it!

three words

i miss you ):
not really getting to talk to you today because your mother ): i hope you can log on soon! this morning was fun talking :D

not gunna post about my day cuz i'm sure all of you can guess what i did. LOL.

15 days left, happy day 24. (:

its 11:11. make that wish! (:

today

was a great day.
woke up at 7, as usual to talk to Kay, but this time i was supposed to go to the gym at 8. so i got dressed, call up my friend, then woke my brother up. guess what? they were both too lazy to go when they're the one who planned it LOL. oh well. so i ended up just getting ready after kay went to sleep. got my brothers car the whole day, and i went to pick up annie. i needed some gas so i went to Mobil and realized i didn't have my gas card thing LOL. so i used credit card. after, we went to joannes to wait for tiffany to come save me because i had no idea where the korean barbeque was :D
me and annie ran around joannes feeling every piece of cloth to find which one was softest LOL. i tried finding the material that my blanket is, or my purple pillow (for those who've been to my house), but i couldn't find it ): how sad. after a few minutes, we ended up walking back outside to wait for tiffanyyy because i thought she was almost there. GUESS NOT LOL. so we sat in my car burning hot :D after she got here, we began out descent to korean barbeque :D
as we pulled into the plaza, it was hella packed -_- and tiffany got the last parking spot. so i drove around twice looking for parking and just said screw it. and took the hour parking one :P
we got inside and just started engulfing everything LOL. i think we ordered like 8 plates of meat for 4 people? there was this HUGEEE slice of pork that was pretty bomb :D it looked delicious when it was huge, but when the lady cut it, not so much LOL.
so today was the first day i've hung out with people from walnut excluding my group (rebeccah, doris, gong, sarah, crystal, etc.) it was really fun actually hanging out with different people.
after we stuffed ourselves with korean barbeque, we hit up KTV. first time karaoking in YEARRRS. oh mah gawwwd. it was so fun :D i sung quite a lot of songs, freakin mel is a godlike singer, i swear. kevin is pretty damn good too -_- i felt bad singing in front of them LOL. but i was just trying to have fun so it was whatever :D
i sung like 2 duets with annie, 2 with tiffany, and 1 with kevin :D (yes homo, very homo LOL.) i loved all the duets i did, i mean sure i suck compared to everyone but, karaoke is just for fun right? :D i sung 18 ai bu ai and shan hu hai with annie, i forgot what with tiffany but it was an american song, and a guang liang and his old partners duet with kevin. its one of my old favorite songs :D it was pretty good, except kevin showed me upppp.
we hit up cue after 4 hours of karaoke. on our way there, i was talking to annie and i was like WHY IS IT SO CROWDED ON A WEDNESDAY NIGHT (its friday) LOL. i totallylost track of my days :D. took one set of pictures, then annie had to go to church so i dropped her off. i was gunna go back to life and hang out with them more, but the traffic was so horrible. freakin streetlight on fullerton/colima broke down today -_-
so instead of going back, i went to willy's party like i had planned originally. met up with roger at js, then i followed him to willys. guess what? we got lost :D LOL. we totally fail. but we ended up finding our way after like 10 minutes and 2 stops :D
at willys party it was mainly just chill and talking for me, i chose not to drink for a few people, mainly one person. i'm sure you know who you are. i hope :P but yeah. i watched my friend pat play beer pong LOL. he was so eph'd up after, like omg. LOL. we just chilled around all night, nothing really special. but it was rather fun and interesting you know?
got home at like 1:43ish, driving erics car :D how fun. i actually got it the whole day for once. first time everrr!
so that was my day, pretty fun. not the normal stuff, just what i wanted.

16 days left, we made it half way baby (:
happy day 23 :P i miss youu!

today

was pretty good. same routine basically except i went to rebeccahs house. i don't remember much cuz i was asleep for like two hours but it was fun because its not something i normally do :D
things are going by pretty fast.

i'm starting to keep count. i hope it can change =/
day 4, 20 days left, and happy day 19.

i'm pretty

tired of my current life. i'm tired of doing the same things everyday over and over again, i'm tired of played stupid dominion, i'm tired of sitting there all day waiting for something to happen. i'm tired of driving down the same road everyday, just to find myself just as bored as i was at home but now i'm spending money. maybe i'll start working out twice a day -_-
i need a life. who's got an idea?

i actually

stayed home today. except for going to life plaza for two hours. besides that. i stayed home all day :D WHO CAN BELIEVE THAT?! LOL.
obviously, after this, my day was pretty boring. i just layed on my couch all day watching tv ):
who knows any good movies? chick flick, horror, action, comedy, whatevers. post it on my comment box. WE NEED ANOTHER MOVIE NIGHT WHERE WE ACTUALLY WATCH MOVIES -_-. well i don't got much to say today since i didn't really do anything LOL. highlight of my past 24 hours? i came home at 3:45 in the morning last night. and the one time i come home extremely late, my mom wakes up -_- TOTAL FAIL. GOD.
last night i stayed out later than ever before. i do'nt think i've ever driven at 3:30am. LOL. what were we doing? we were at AI then E-game. it was pretty fail. our friends had to leave so they just left in the middle of a game of L4D, and we closed our computers and checked facebook for like five minutes. what did we fail about? we found out that if we left 5 minutes earlier, we would've saved 1.25 -_- they ended up paying 2.50 while we payed 3.75 ): so sad. SO THAT WAS MY DAY.

i miss you so much ):
almost the big twenty-two. times moving by a little faster lately but still slow ):